Sense & Sensibility -

Saturday, August 2, 2008

I've been back for one month.... I feel like it's been a long time...

Every day goes by so quickly, before I realize it's already 10pm... Dashing off to get some rest before the sun rises again...

Admittedly, there's lotsa frustration that I am going through... From macro environment to daily routine... I know I am procrastinating... I know I should get myself together and move forward... I know I can do the job well, with more effort and attention... I have to say my manager has been supportive, the team is also friendly... Surprisingly, I am not used to a environment whereby mandarin is widely spoken... Most of the times, I have to resort to English to express myself in a clearer and more concise and professional manner... Lotsa challenges ahead of me, come what may!

My friends have been supportive... Dee took me in at the beginning, sorry for imposing on you, thank you for your help... Kenny grandpa has been spending times with me, always calm me down with his sincere advices... A couple of friends took time to hang out with me during their business trips to Singapore, introducing me to their friends... Started to build my social circle... Been going out, however the feeling is just not the same... Oppa has been the one who is able to understand my feeling perfectly, always shares his experience and perspective with me...

Been feeling emotional these days... Hmm, I guess this is part of the deal... There are people that I think of every single day... But for how long, I would think of them? Will they fade out eventually? I am scared of that day will come... Out of sight, out of mind?

It's another 2 year and 11 months in this land... What will happen within this period? Embrace my life... Loving every single second of it...

在你那浩瀚的天际里，偶尔也会飘荡着属于我的云彩吗？

原来在可爱的眼里，我真是傻傻的。。。　